Hi Karen, I am touched by your sharing with me about your experience, and that your awakenings came on their own - without forcing. My piece is mainly focusing on those who are trying to push and force the energy through, for I often work repairing the energy field of those who were not as fortunate in their process. Awakenings have different levels as well. Many of my clients come to me distressed, with a deeply wounded nervous systems for not knowing how to handle what they forced through. Wish you a lovely journey!