I love the reference to the door sign. I relate to your piece so much. What happened to me this whole Spring and Summer was that no matter what I wanted, no amount of pushing would make it happen. The big lesson for this year was that somethings were not up to me, and that everything has its own time - and I dont get to decide when that is. My lesson was to stop trying to open the door - and enjoy life until the moment the door would be willing to open. A lesson in discernment, patience and surrendering - the hardest lesson I've experienced so far. Thank you for your piece!