This is a very sad story… a touched body is a loved body.

Funny enough a person who went through exactly the same "touch rejection experience" could have become addicted to touching people as much as possible to make up for this issue… at the end of the day we are not facts, but the stories we tell ourselves. It is up to us to retell these stories to our own good. I wish you success in rebuilding yours and hope you appreciate surrendering :)